Still a damp day. Louis had a good run in the park. We stood around chatting . Then Mavis remembered we needed MORE food for the table tonight so we decided to walk to the village. But mike wouldn’t have it he insisted he takes us to tesco. So that’s what we did.
When we got back I tried out my Christmas pressy the reversing camera. I just temporary connected it to see if it worked. Yippee it’s only a little picture but it’s clear. I must fit it on a bit more permanent so I can use it going home.
I can smell dinner so I’ll get back later.
Later ,after lunch Mavis said I need a nap. Ok I said you drop off. So I set about emptying the toilet and topping up the water tank.. When I got back in the van she was awake and short tempered, snapping at me, why are you in a mood I said. I’m tired. All I wanted was a nap but you have been banging about making a hell of a noise. Sorry try and have a nap now. NO she snapped again that’s it.
I said I am so sorry,it really upset me. I said I love you to bits I will do anything for you,you know that. She said what like washing up. I said oh come on 2plates. Ok walk the dog. I said I could have done that. But you didn’t.
She did manage to shut her eyes for a bit. I should have realised that. As usual the weekends away are very taxing for her. It’s out of her comfort zone now. She tires quickly.
She was worrying about cooking the stuff for the party tonight. because she has to do it all.
But it was a wake up call for me. She isn’t as strong as she used to be however much she pretends or thinks she is.
just remember I am not perfect but I try. I love you. And I should not have been blind to your needs.